Right.

now for the right mindset.

Army is my new motivation for Gym
faith is the new reason for reading
pursing is a reason for interaction.

damn. many holidays messed up my clock.
mistaken friday for a thursday.
talking to damien in that mindset was classic.
HAHAS! too bad i dint take down the conversation!

its been almost a week and im still unemployed.
damn. pity those people that lost their jobs
recently and have a family to support.
oh well. lets see what jobs i'll get...

tomorrow definitly seems to be a better day.
everything is planned out nicely for me to
excute. structure is key i suppose.

anyway. now im reluctant about Commando.
no idea should i tell them during the test that i
dont want to enter.

Pros: -5 years lesser reservice
-dont mind trying something different
-good incentive to get fit

Cons: -if im out of course (im screwed)
*i would have to suck it up in infantry
-if i dont pass out, i wont get pay (screwed up system)
-worried i dont have the balls to jump of a bloody plane.

oh well. lets see how it goes while i think through about this.
thank God that at least ive got 2 weeks to decide about it.